All my life I was always a healthy weight for my height. I was never overweight. I can remember one of my relatives telling me how skinny I was when I was little (around age 8 or 9). In high school and college my weight increased some, but never to an unhealthy point. My highest was about 125 lbs. I’m 5’5 1/2.”
Around September 2007 I was dealing with a lot of stomach problems. Certain foods had been making me sick for the previous couple years, but in Sept. ’07, things were at their worst. I had a boatload of lab work and tests done to rule out anything serious. Finally at the end of that year I cut out dairy and wheat from my diet.
Gradually – as I tried to make my tummy better – I started eating smaller meals more frequently throughout the day. This, along with cutting out wheat and dairy, eating healthier, and exercising, caused me to lose a lot of weight. My stomach did get much better, but in the process it became easier and easier for me to restrict my eating. As a result, my periods stopped. My lowest weight was about 98 lbs.
Long story short, I am now dealing with anorexia nervosa. Currently I’m in nutrition therapy with a registered dietitian who specializes in counseling girls with eating disorders.
The process of gaining weight is very hard for me mentally. But I believe I am on the road to recovery. I know that through Christ I can do all things (Phil 4:13) and that we are more than conquerors through Him that loves us (Ro. 8:37).
Hey, I suffer from anorexia as well and still need to gain weight too! I love your blog, and all of your food choices. I just wanted to say hello I guess!
Amanda, as I read through this, I felt like I was reading my own story! While I’ve never been diagnosed with an ED, I feel like I’ve had disordered eating for the past few years, well once college started (distorted body image, etc). My first year of college (I’m a junior now), my stomach problems started to get worse…lovely stress!…so I started eating less, hoping they would go away, and I was diagnosed with IBS. I felt like NOTHING I ate made my stomach feel “normal,”…and that plus regularly exercising/taking dance classes/more stress= losing about 20lbs on my already small frame. Annnyways, haha, I just wanted to let you know that I can relate a bit, and I’m enjoying catching up on your blog!! Have a WONDERFUL day, girl!! :0)
Hi Amanda,
I hope that your treatment is going well. I wish you much success. God bless.
November 29, 2008 at 6:46 am
Hey girl, I just came across your blog and I’m definitely going to keep reading. I went through something similar with anorexia and although every day is hard, I consider myself recovered and am using my blog as a way to document my progress and rediscovery of my love of food/nutrition. I still see a nutritionist and I want to become one myself. I’m a psych major and hope you’ll check out my blog. I’ll add you to my blogroll and I hope you can find something helpful in my blog and I’m going to continue reading yours! Have a wonderful day