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Nightmare

Posted by: Amanda on: January 24, 2009

These past couple weeks have been horrible. My insurance company officially sucks. I feel like everything is being taken away from me and that in the end I’ll be left with no help whatsoever. Not to mention that my bank account will be drained.

My doctor told me if I was 17 she would put me in the hospital.

Sorry, can’t afford it.

At least with no one to push me now I can get as thin as I want.

Okay, maybe not, but that’s what Ed thinks.

In other news I might be enrolling in an intensive outpatient program, but it’s really going to depend on $. We will see…

ETA:
Just a note, my nutritionist did shed some light on the subject for me and said that my weight has stabilized which means I don’t need hospitalization. So, yeah.

7 Responses to "Nightmare"

ST0P- you hav been blessed Amanda and you need to trust that g-d is testing your strength here- Ed is not a real person. Y0U ARE and thus u hav the power to CH00SE. You MUST allow g-d to help you… don’t give up and BE PATIENT!! i’m praying for youuu <333

Amanda!!! I’m extremely concerned about you and all of this – you know you can email me any time, girl!!

Oh my goodness, really sorry to hear about your current situation! Hope all turns out in the end~!

Amanda I’m so glad you can realize that that horrible statement is ED speaking and not you. You are so strong and brave and look how far you’ve come!! I know money is such a sensitive issue and i’m so sorry it’s been this difficult, but you and your life are worth more than any amount of money..You are in my prayers too, God is with you he knows what the future holds.

Sorry to hear about your situation. Please don’t be discouraged. Hope everything will work out.

So sorry to hear things are not going well. Please e-mail me if you need to talk. Take care. You are in my thoughts and prayers!

Wow, I don’t even have words for you, other than to hang in there. Big hugs!!

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I’m Amanda - I’m 23, a Christian, and I currently live with my dad, mom, and younger sister in California where I work part time as an admin assistant and am also pursuing my love of writing. Right now I'm recovering from anorexia, and I'll be going to residential treatment starting Feb. 23. While I'm there I'll be taking a break from blogging, but I hope to pick up again when I return.

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